søndag den 7. oktober 2018

Page Z #13 - Editing!

Før jeg begyndte at skrive på fuld tid, troede jeg at det meste af min tid ville gå med rent faktisk at skrive. Altså ny tekst. Og at det svære ville være at producere tekst. Ak, jeg er blevet klogere. Det svære har vist sig at være at tage den tekst, jeg har skrevet og prøve at få noget læseligt og måske endda godt ud af den. Hvilket de fleste dage føles som en slags kamp mod alverdens gespenster, elementer og uhyrligheder. Mig selv inklusive ;).

(English version)
Before trying my hand at full-time writing, I always thought that the actual writing would take up most of the time. Little did I know that dealing with the stuff you write and making it into something that is actually readable and maybe even good is the biggest challenge of them all. And that most of the time it will feel like an endless struggle against absolutely everything in existence. Yourself included.


fredag den 29. juni 2018

Page Z #12 - Focus

To get something done, you need to focus and keep working on it until it's done.
Sounds so simple. Is often really hard.
Even when you have the rare luxury of being able to work on just one task until it's done, it's tricky to keep focus. Shouldn't you rather be writing this other, great, new thing that is really interesting right now and if you don't you won't remember it later? If you start asking yourself what feels better right now, the answer is rarely "Yes! Indeed I want to go back to that same manuscript that I've been working on for ages. It is so much fun!".  More often it will go something like "Oooh! Flashy new idea. And this one is not just a fling! It's true! And honest! It will be the one story to rule them all. Better right it down. Right now!"


Obviously it's not always a bad idea to take a break and work on something else. But often it's a bit like opening a bag of crisps. You can't stop after having just a few (speaking for myself here). And before you know it you have yet another half-written manuscript. Last time I counted I had at least five of those. ;)

Just like I have yet to learn to not open a bag of crisps and firmly believe that I'll only have a few, I have also yet to learn to manage my story ideas and half-written manuscripts, so at least a bit more of them gets to be finished.
Definitely feel free to comment if you know this feeling, if you also rush into any new idea that comes along at the expense of your existing writing, and not least - if you have any advice on how to handle this :)

fredag den 22. juni 2018

Forest after Dark




My manuscript ”Skovrå” takes place in a town surrounded by forest. Without revealing too much, the forest also plays a big role in the story and literally has a life of its own.
When writing Skovrå I have been doing a lot of reading up on how trees work, how forests and root networks function and how fungi almost serve as transmitters underground. Really fascinating stuff that I will most definitely write more about at a later point.

But sometimes you don't really need to know how stuff works. You want to know how it looks or feels. Or even sounds.
For Skovrå I needed to be reminded what a forest is like as darkness falls. Both before, during and after.
Ideally I would go to Poland or Finland or other places that have really dense and even primeval forests, but living in Denmark, on Amager, I just had to make do with Kongelunden, a small, local forest.

It's of course not like I haven't been to a dark forest before. But there is a big difference between being somewhere without thinking about it, and being there, actively looking for something.



Feeling a little bit like a caricature of a writer, I brought my pen and notebook, a warm sweater and some coffee with me into the forest and sat down on a tree stump, starting to take notes. I also really hoped that I wouldn't run into other people, especially when I started crawling into bushes and laying down on the ground and stuff like that. I mean – there was sense behind it, but to a random passer-by you look really crazy when you sneak around, pet the trees, write down notes and take pictures through branches. And not least when you start dashing away through the trees, in some sort of a reconstruction of one of the book's action scenes ;)




All in all I got some interesting stuff out of it. Apart from the obvious lesson that it's really hard to write down notes in the dark.
When it's dark you don't see. So you hear a lot instead. Some sounds are soothing, like rustling of leaves and bird chirps. And some of them can compete with the best of horror stories. For example I have never thought about before that trees make a lot of sounds. They creak. Not slowly. But small, fast creaks or moans, that often sound almost human. Deliciously creepy!



When it's dark, you walk into small branches all the time, because you can't see them. You can see a lot when you look up, because of the light from the sky, but on ground level everything becomes more fuzzy. It definitely gives you this feeling that the trees are trying to lash out at you.



Best of all, the birds go silent. Not during the whole sunset and dusk, but really fast, almost within minutes. Right before sunset they sing a lot and the soundscape is really rich so you notice all the chirping and singing and various bird songs, and then suddenly they're all silent. That's just the way it works I guess, but it definitely feels ominous when you notice it and darkness falls around you.



Looking forward to more weird field trips in my writing future :)

fredag den 8. juni 2018

Yippiee-ki-yay!!!

(English version below)


Jeg har glædet mig helt vildt til at fortælle om det her, og nu er det endelig officielt!
Mit manuskript Skovrå er blevet antaget af forlaget People's Press!

Kontrakten er netop underskrevet, og det er næsten svært at forstå at det nu er en realitet.
Forude venter en sidste omgang redigering og derefter layout, forside og tryk, og så er planen at bogen er klar til udgivelse næste forår. Og hvis man til den tid ser en tosse løbe rundt i Københavns gader med sin bog over hovedet, mens hun råber "Yaaaaaayyyyyyy!" så er det bare mig :)



(English)
It's finally official! My manuscript "Skovrå" has been signed by the Danish publisher People's Press!
The contract has just been signed, and even so, it's hard to understand that things are now getting real.

Now a final round of editing awaits, and after that layout, cover and print, and then the plan is to have the book ready for launch next spring. Man, it feels almost surreal. And great!

torsdag den 7. juni 2018

Stuff is happening!

I have some pretty big and pretty good news to announce tomorrow!
Couldn't quite wait, so here's Zpoony holding a mystery box (which I guess contains the news inside or something ;) ).


fredag den 4. maj 2018

Page Z #11 - Rejection Letter, but...

A few weeks back I received yet another rejection letter. From publisher #4.
Rejections will probably never be easy, no matter how many you get.

And it always results in a lot of doubt.
And a deep-rooted frustration with not knowing whether or not you are doing the right thing. And not knowing what it takes.

Anyway - this time it felt a bit more like this:


But! I feel new winds coming and things may be looking brighter soon. Hopefully I will be able to write more about this in the coming weeks... :)



A small note: The rejection drawing is purely a drawing about how getting rejected by a bunch of publishers feels. It is not meant to be a depiction of any specific publisher or an attempt to ridicule any specific person (for which reason the gatekeepers at the top of the towers are kept cartoony and not resembling any publisher I've ever met). I want to stress that any interaction I've had with the publishers and editors I've been in touch with has been cordial and constructive, and I'm grateful for the feedback I've received. It doesn't however take away from the feeling of disappointment, numbness and sometimes utter despair it throws you into as a writer. I just wanted to get this straight :)

lørdag den 21. april 2018

Page Z # 10 - On Research

Reality often does a pretty good job of being absolutely awesome, terrifying and great ;)



mandag den 12. marts 2018

Page Z #9 - Idea vs Execution

Yes, there is a short, sweet moment when an idea pops into your head and it's perfect and shiny.
And then there are the many, many hours afterwards, when you have to make it actually happen.
Suffice to say, it's way less perfect and way less shiny.



lørdag den 24. februar 2018

lørdag den 3. februar 2018

Page Z #7 - Keep Fighting!

After a long winter break Zpoony and Page Z are back! And what a return! The simple message of this week's Page Z is to keep fighting and to keep believing. No more, no less.



mandag den 8. januar 2018

Når fiktion bliver til virkelighed


(English version below)

Mit manuskript Skovrå finder sted i et realistisk univers, med en del fiktive elementer. Byen Granhjem og den omkringliggende, hyper-voksende skov er fiktiv. Gymnasiet, skovforskningscentret, gaderne, karaktererne. Og ikke mindst bandet Roots, der spiller en væsentlig rolle i historien. Roots spiller mørk, dramatisk emo-metal. I hvert fald i mit hoved. Selv ville de nok sige, at de har for meget kant og tyngde til at få emo-mærkaten på sig. Og nu har dette band faktisk fået deres egen stemme og deres eget liv. Fiktion er blevet til virkelighed og man kan tjekke Roots første single ud her.


Nummeret hedder Into Darkness. Og jeg sender en kæmpe tak til fantastiske Rune Vendler, som har formået at vække Roots til live.

2017 sluttede med afslag og nedtur på forfatterfronten, men 2018 starter med at fantasi bliver til virkelighed. Det er magisk, synes jeg :).





(English version)

My main manuscript Skovrå ("Forest Wraith") takes place in a contemporary, realistic universe, but with a great deal of fictive elements, obviously. The small town Pinehome and the surrounding hyper-growth forest are fictive. The high school, the forest research center, the streets, the characters. And not least the band Roots that has an important role to play in the story.
Roots play dark, dramatic emo metal. In my head at least. If they were to define themselves, they would probably state that they have too much edge and depth to deserve the emo label. But now Roots has gained a life and a voice of their own. Fiction has become reality and you can check out the band's first single here.
The song is called Into Darkness and I want to say a huge thanks to amazing Rune Vendler, who made Roots come to life.

2017 might have ended on a down note, with a rejection letter and the self-doubt that naturally follows, but 2018 begins with fiction becoming reality. That is quite magical to me :)